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2009.11.01 18:01:00
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这地方真是太烂了，我想我的前半生就此结束了。放下一切，让生命继续，让自己去追寻新的幸福人生。
新的地方在blogbus,感兴趣可以去看看:
http://nemo2man.blogbus.com/
Goodbye and hello~
新的地方在blogbus,感兴趣可以去看看:
http://nemo2man.blogbus.com/
Goodbye and hello~
时间:
2009.10.20 16:03:00
I don't know how to answer your questions about he and me. Why? There is no reason. All I could say is that I feel terrible in deed, not just because you ask me this question. I couldn't figure out how many times I've told myself to give up but always give in. Maybe that's all because I love you so. Or it's just because there is nobody around me who could give me that feel, the fucking true love. I've tried to lay down that feel to you since I decided to pursue him. I don't wanna say something about that pain, just joking that all I have done is what you want me to. I even told him with this tone.
In fact, he is great guy in my mind. I don't wanna love him only due to my loneliness. And I don't wanna hurt him, such a nice man. To try to be friend is ok I think. Nobody knows what will happen to us in the future. We talked for a long time last night. He is funny unexpectedly. And he even called me baby as someone before. It's so weird. But one thing he refer to is true, which I should laugh sometimes. I will try really.
You are so near and far away. I always stand by your side where I could seize your every smile and share the happy with you. But all I touch is nothing, just air without feel. LL wish me to be with her till she find someone married. And how about me? Shall I be a back-up at all times? It's too ridiculous. I don't wanna be at all. All I want is the one who could be by my side and lead a simple life with me. That's all, peace and unflattering.
One day, if you feel it's the right time, please be with me. May I will fall in love with you before that. Let the time make the decision for us. I will always remember that you said, love is a problem. That's true. I agree.
So far away
http://www.1ting.com/player/a6/player_54750.html
忽然间 我们被沉默包围 有种感觉无法形容 但很美
一瞬间 忘了爱曾让我心碎 这默契取代不安的氛围 让我勇敢爱 不后退
so far away 一路寻觅多少回 爱最后不知所为 身边仍然是空位
so far away 受的伤究竟为谁 过去在心中积累 谁体会
原来身边就是你 原来一直都是你
not far away 猜想你 此刻心里想着谁 你总微笑甩甩头发让风吹
你是谁 带走夜里的漆黑 留下一整绽的星空 让我沉醉
才明白幸福 并不远
曾经梦想完美的爱情 其实并不存在 当我看着你 灵魂揭晓答案
曾经梦想完美的爱情 其实并不存在 当我看着你 灵魂揭晓答案
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2009.10.16 14:31:00
当写博客成为一种习惯，也许就变得没心没肺，又或者是平淡无奇了。就像最近，博客来的人越来越少，我觉得也挺好的。这样，我就可以想写什么写什么了。也不用担心会有什么被人看过之后产生误会或者麻烦了。
这首是我MP3里存放了很久的一首歌，属于country music。最初是O-Town唱的，后来被Westlife翻唱了。个人感觉还是喜欢O的版多些。听起来比较真诚，声音也很真实，不像Westlife翻唱后那么华而不实。
I've been considered this song a really good song at all times, not just because of the soft melody or touching lyric, but just like showing my reflection from the bottom of my heart. Losing you made me depressed really, but not lasting a long time. Because I found him, a new one, who make me feel like meeting other me. You'd taken all my past with time since 3 months before. Everything about him and me is fresh although this is nothing happend to us. Maybe that's the real meaning of all or nothing. All I could do is to pretend to be happy and good as a close friend of him as he refered at the brand start. As to you, all I've been doing is the same, a good roommate with you, as you said in that happy ending. This is all you two want me to, not too hard to me, to you, to both of you. In fact, you never push me doing this and I just follow it. I'm not a perfect guy, nor are you. One day, may a great guy will stop me doing this stupid things, take me away, leave far from you. Then there must be no more room in my heart for you. All passed, or seemed nothing ever happend. Before that, I will take care myself and lead my lonely life smoothly...
all or nothing
http://www.tt78.com/player/1784/60559.htm
i know when he's been on your mind, that distant look is in your eyes
i thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
it's not the way i choose to live, and something somewhere's gotta give
a share in this relationship gets older, older
you know i'd fight for you, but how could i fight someone who isn't even there
i've had the rest of you now, i want the best of you i don't care if that's not fair
cuz i want it all, or nothing at all, there's nowhere left to fall
when you reach the bottom it's now or never
is it all, or are we just friends, is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all
there are time it seems to me, i'm sharing you with memories
i feel it in my heart but i don't show it, show it
then there's times you look at me, as thought i'm all that you could see
those times i don't believe it's right i know it , know it
don't make me promises baby, you never did know how to keep them well
i had the rest of you now, i want the best of you it's time to show and tell
cuz you and i, could lose it all if you've got no more room, nowhere inside for me in your life
i know when he's been on your mind, that distant look is in your eyes
i thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
it's not the way i choose to live, and something somewhere's gotta give
a share in this relationship gets older, older
you know i'd fight for you, but how could i fight someone who isn't even there
i've had the rest of you now, i want the best of you i don't care if that's not fair
cuz i want it all, or nothing at all, there's nowhere left to fall
when you reach the bottom it's now or never
is it all, or are we just friends, is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all
there are time it seems to me, i'm sharing you with memories
i feel it in my heart but i don't show it, show it
then there's times you look at me, as thought i'm all that you could see
those times i don't believe it's right i know it , know it
don't make me promises baby, you never did know how to keep them well
i had the rest of you now, i want the best of you it's time to show and tell
cuz you and i, could lose it all if you've got no more room, nowhere inside for me in your life
时间:
2009.10.14 09:57:00
最早听到的是这首歌的中文版，收录在Karen的《i》里面，很喜欢那个MV，交响乐团跟Karen一起入镜，背景是户外的沼泽，画面很绿，天空微黄。真是看的第一眼就爱上了。其实，对于Karen的喜爱一直处在不温不火的状态。那首《他不爱我》，还有大热的《盛夏的果实》以及《阴天》，在我看来也算是好听，也许听得太多，也就没感觉了。这首《你给我多少时间》不一样，原因很简单，喜欢这调调，迷恋这调调。Karen的声音是适合唱这样的歌的，前奏响起，就感觉已经被牢牢抓住，带进那忧伤，已经过境却又时常反转的忧伤。
爱其实是有时间的期限的。从想爱到相守，走到最后抑或是半途陌路，其实很平常。没人知道，要多少时间，有多少时间，剩多少时间。决定去爱也许只一瞬间，而真正去爱，却不止一瞬间。爱过了，就是无数个瞬间。在不在身边不重要，隔多远也不重要，关键还是相爱的两个人。关于两个人，我没什么好说，只是偶尔会觉得像过去那样，一起的那些个周月纪念、周年纪念、情人节、生日、圣诞节，这么些时间其实还蛮多的，真的。只是，如今已是过眼云烟，都散了。这些个散了的烟其实还散落在心里，也许某天会因为某人而重新凝结，再去爱或是被爱。想来，应该是很久以后的事吧，想想就觉得很没劲，又是一段新的轮回。
英文版《you》收录在《夕阳天使》的原声带里。这电影，我很喜欢，虽然被很多人鄙视。也许，很大程度上是因为里面的音乐吧。As a natural of fact, there is really a you in me, which I could not hold or love. Everytime I see you silently, I could feel that seemed love truly. But I promise you say nothing, do nothing, even do not remind of this feel at all. All I could do is to be with you far away. May one day, I will leave you. I believe it all because of myself and I have to. As time goes by, you, one and only, may fade away whatever I'd like to or not. But now, I'm so in love with you, that not close to you.
你给我多少时间
http://www.1ting.com/player/98/player_20652.html
hey,到底要多少时间 才能真的互相了解 oh~hey,到底要多少思念 才能抓住你的视线
hey,我就在你的身边 却又隔一光年 究竟只差一瞬间或永远 爱是两个人的原野
可我一个人狩猎 什么过眼
在你再消失以前 你给我多少时间
hey,爱就在你的身边 可是你看不见 究竟要走到海角或天边 才是两个人的终点
可我一个人搁浅 什么云烟
我给你一场爱恋 你到底给我多少时间 hey~
在你再消失以前 你给我多少时间
hey,爱就在你的身边 可是你看不见 究竟要走到海角或天边 才是两个人的终点
可我一个人搁浅 什么云烟
我给你一场爱恋 你到底给我多少时间 hey~
You
you, a fading memory of you, a loneliness that calls on you
when twilight comes too soon, to mourn, to haunt, our reverie
you, won't you tell me what to do, what to say and how to prove
that i long to be so close to you, that is all i ask of you
i can't help it but i'm so in love with you
don't tell me that's too hard on you, cause no one else will do
you can make me see it through, i am nothing without you
baby hold me close to you, that is all i ask of you
you walk away i'll be running back to you, running back to you
you're my one only one, you~
when twilight comes too soon, to mourn, to haunt, our reverie
you, won't you tell me what to do, what to say and how to prove
that i long to be so close to you, that is all i ask of you
i can't help it but i'm so in love with you
don't tell me that's too hard on you, cause no one else will do
you can make me see it through, i am nothing without you
baby hold me close to you, that is all i ask of you
you walk away i'll be running back to you, running back to you
you're my one only one, you~
时间:
2009.10.12 15:01:00
天真是冷了，翻出长袖来穿，感觉这个城市真的入秋了。秋天其实很不喜欢，树叶会变黄，太阳会懒，人也会莫名奇妙的忧郁。而现在的我，其实还好。
听着这首歌，竟然想不起来刘若英的《我很好》歌词写的是什么。这首《最后倒数》是《我很好》的原词，听起来，完全是新的。昨天一个人走在运河边，听到这首歌，突然特别有感觉。
没想过会因为失恋忘记什么，也从来不会在失恋的时候倒数。所谓最后倒数，其实只是在离开前的自我安慰。这么些年，爱过伤过，还剩下些什么。没有最后一秒的拥抱或是亲吻，也许是害怕舍不得放不下，太在乎，又或者只是当时恨得没有力气去做。事过境迁之后，记得的也许真的是感动多于伤害。爱的纪念也没有都扔掉，只是放在某个角落，随时间处理。真的不需要了，就丢掉，就算在那一刻有些许迟疑。需要的，就带在身边，直到坏掉或者丢掉。流泪已经不足以判断过去的伤是否已经痊愈，仅仅能表示还有感情存在。一起走过的日子，不会忘记，一起走过的人，也不会忘记。如果时间真的倒回，我不知道那时的自己会做出怎样的决定，还好，没有如果。
爸妈终于在我的诱导下习惯了我的身边没有你，觉得很欣慰，只希望他们在接下来的日子少提到你，免去我想借口来敷衍的无谓。
最后倒数
http://www.1ting.com/player/34/player_306894.html
冬天的树梢 有种落寞的色调 象徵爱情已告别了 仲夏的美好
我们都说好 最后一分钟拥抱 记着那感动的 把坏的都忘掉
情人节的项链 还映着我们的微笑 为何开头的幸福 却在结尾变调
最后这一秒 回忆在泪水中闪耀 怕你看到 会发觉心的角落 我还不能把一切忘掉
最后这一秒 遗憾在风雪中奔跑 我只看见 天空落下了羽毛 是一起飞翔的记号
如果时间能倒回 我们相遇那一天 多希望我们没遇见
http://www.1ting.com/player/34/player_306894.html
冬天的树梢 有种落寞的色调 象徵爱情已告别了 仲夏的美好
我们都说好 最后一分钟拥抱 记着那感动的 把坏的都忘掉
情人节的项链 还映着我们的微笑 为何开头的幸福 却在结尾变调
最后这一秒 回忆在泪水中闪耀 怕你看到 会发觉心的角落 我还不能把一切忘掉
最后这一秒 遗憾在风雪中奔跑 我只看见 天空落下了羽毛 是一起飞翔的记号
如果时间能倒回 我们相遇那一天 多希望我们没遇见